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What You See

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February 2021

What You See

 

What you see, before you, is me.

So don’t look, too deep.

Behind, my eyes.

Don’t try to fathom, my stare.

Please don’t interpret, my silence. 

For that of boredom !

Or think, I just don’t care.

Sometimes, my memories...... 

surface.

And, they take time.

To bury them, once more......

My Life.

Is truly complicated.

And

More complex than some

So what you see....

Is what you get.

 

What you see is me!

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Sometimes I wish

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February 2021

Sometimes I wish 

 

And the dream, 

Passes me by.

Importune, forgottens.

All....

Dreamed, and lost.

And, so it would seem.

I wish

 

Too much....

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Do Secrets

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August 2021

Do Secrets

 

Sometimes, 

well…….. a lot of times.

I get it wrong.

I’m akin to, and full, of other…..

People’s secrets.

They’ve shared ……

While mine, lay, and fester!

Too dark, to see the light of day.

And oft I wonder……

If I too, were….. to share.

Would it

 

Bring Happiness or despair ?

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I’m Just Not….

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August 2021

I’m Just Not….

 

In the mood

To hear of your ills 

Or of that, which ails you.

I’m only found, when you feel the need.

Otherwise I’m lost , for all to see.

I’m a coward.

And so seek solace……

With those, beyond,my reach.

Where no intimacy, 

may be physically, felt.

I drift, within the ether, so…

Bury me, deep ………

So,I can’t dig my way out.

Nor come back,to haunt you. 

Put a rock, upon my chest.

To hold my spirit, earthbound.

Sew shut my lips.

To hold back my calls for love

For I’m not

 

Looking anymore.

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Bad

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August 2021

Bad

 

Days, and good ones.

I have ……

An, admiration ……for others,

For which, I find hard,….. to share.

Sometimes,

there’s a sadness, in your heart.

That mere words, just……..

Can’t, define. 

That’s caused,

tears, and emotions,

to flow…..

An unbeknown,sadness.

Full, of…..

Unknowns, of, regrets …..,

And

 

Choices

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Whimsical

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August 2021

Whimsical 

 

Wishes…..

Are for children !

For those with a future….

Sweet memories ?

Buried.

deep, 

within the past.

Last night…….I was hammered,

Before ……

The setting, of the sun.

And darkness, crept ……Within,

the confines of my mind.

If you have the time 

I wonder, 

obtuse and…….

If, my destiny now lays,

lonely ……

Drunk, and maudlin !

Full of wishes…..

That, will never be.

Dreams,

that have past,

And I’m asking

Why ?

I had such

 

Dreams……

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Remember me, because

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April 2021

Remember me, because

 

You knew me.

Or I’d touched,some place.....

Within, your heart.

That perhaps, 

had struck, a chord.

Would love,

be such a burden on my soul.

I’d weary, at its thought.

A sense, of lonely ......abandonment.

A yearning, to belong.

I dreamt that, of such,  nay....

I suffered, because of it.

Sometimes, there’s a sadness, that....

Just, washes over you.

And envelopes, your soul.

Happiness,

is sometimes an event,

that can be shared.

Sometimes,

it’s a moment,

you can give, to another.

Unbeknownst to them, 

or anyone.

Then

 

It’d be my choice to give.....

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Could you be .... the.....

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April 2021

Could you be .... the.....

 

For, I don wanna, place .....no ring.

On your finga.

I’ve no need, to chain you down.

I just want to, share......

Not, to own!

Pork pies, red bull, and vodka.

Helps keep my fridge, mould free.

But doesn’t fill the gap, in my life.

It’s not that, I could dream.

Nor share a moment, that....

I’m lost, within.

A sense of despair, a something.

A knot in my stomach.

Once .......my tongue.

Paid compliments, and I was regaled.

A secret lover.

A someone.

Of, renown .........

But, a silent 

 

One

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Love

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April 2021

Love

 

Such a simple word.

Which at times, can fill one,

with mixed emotions.

Ecstatic, Euphoric ......beyond belief.

Or fearful ......beyond all.........

comprehension .

Empathic to a fault!

But no understanding,of ....rationale

I'm honest to a fault.

And I'm afraid my fault,

Is ........

 

my honesty.

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