Really. My mind was just filled for a bit with random words that, jumbled as they were, had no meaning at all. This is the result. It has no meaning. It is nothing.
A pre-lude to "raped" This was just before I broke apart the feelings of neediness and shame. This was when I was discovering what exactly was happening to me....
The name starting over came later when I realized that was what I had been trying to do all along.