Really. My mind was just filled for a bit with random words that, jumbled as they were, had no meaning at all. This is the result. It has no meaning. It is nothing.
A pre-lude to "raped" This was just before I broke apart the feelings of neediness and shame. This was when I was discovering what exactly was happening to me....
The name starting over came later when I realized that was what I had been trying to do all along.
This is about being in a relationship which has turned sour but which you also want to fix. A little explination, the line "conversing through verses" is an actual reference. At the time, my boyfriend would write about how he felt and in turn I would do the same. At first it was therapy for us to understand our emotions which we have a hard time talking about, but in the end, it was the only way for us to even communicate.
