wow...now that i look back on this one, it seems like it was all a lie...the person who i wrote it about is now one of my really good friends and i love him to death...as a friend..it seems really weird now that i look back, that i had all these feeling for this person, its crazy what you do when you think your in love, but i wasnt, even though i thought i was...wow...crazy stuff..lol...and no this isnt about ricky...i wrote this way before he came along...i wrote it at the middle of last year...so that might hint to some people...lol..
