The same words and phrases fly through my mind.
When will I realize this will never change?
Soon you will be a memory,
like all the others.
Once again, once more I’ll feel the regret and pain.
The saddest words form in my heart.
I’ve lost another friend.
Because I wanted you, but you could not conform to my request.
Ever more will I feel this pain.
Other faces flash in my mind.
How can ones soul ever be cleansed?
When I feel this much pain, day in day out,
How can I start to make amends?
I, like my mother,
cannot let go.
Too much pain, too many regrets.
The last thing I ever wanted
was to lose you as a friend.
I beg inside my mind for you,
think of words that I would plead.
Things were perfect weren’t they?
Were they?
If not, can they be?
Again it is too late,
and my fault.
The pain may not last, but your eyes and soul
will forever be etched into my mind.....
Like all the others.
good wish for wanting the one in normal way... but always whats in mind is not found on the ground... the theme here you expressed in this poem is done with a good logic and composition of words are also sooo good and well fixed in poem...love it too ...