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I never would have tried to erase it, had I known.

This is all on me. I deserve every emotion I feel. Whether justified or not. Today, I thought I had made a big mistake. And I was thinking of setting things right. But my jealousy, my selfishness, I will never be happy. So I'm not going to bother to drag him back in.

I hate my father.

Eric once told me, that when I really felt like I was going to kill myself, that I should make 2 lists. One of why I should stay. And one of why I should go. He said that if there was even ONE reason, of why I should stay, then there's my answer. I should look him up and tell him, he had it backwards...

Just so you know, He said you meant nothing.

Every beat hurts, because it was never for me.