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أعرف روحك ..
أدرك عمقك
وأعرف كل إتجاهات الريح
بقلبك ..
أمسك بزمامك
وأذوب أذوب ..
بحروف تحكي غرامك
عشقك تاج ..
به أفتخر وأزهو
وقلبي طفل ..
لازال ببستانك يلهو
أحبيني أميرة عشقي ..
كما – لك – يحلو
لازال القلب معلق علي أسوارك
لازال الشوق إليك يقتلني
آه من نارك .. فأنت حبيبة روحي
ترين فؤادي معلق بسوارك
أدركك من زمن ..
مذاق غرامك
مثل الشجن ..
يسكرني
كأس قصيدتك
أجلس فوق الدفة
وأعرف كل إتجاهات الريح
... القلب جريح
يحتاجك كأسا
أعبر كل خطوط الطول ..
كل خطوط العرض
أعرفك .. يا ملح الأرض
حبك طهر .. حبك فرض
ترتعش كل جوارحك ..
من نظرة
تدوخين من أول قبلة ..
يا أجمل طفلة
وتشتاقين لحضن دافيء ..
يعانق روحك
مشاعرك .. شاعرتي .. ملهمتي
قلبي سيظل .. شاعرك
يا لؤلؤتي السوداء ..
قلبك ببياض أسنانك
أشتاق جدا لحنانك ..
أنت في العشق .. أسطورة
وفي الحب .. عصفورة
وقلبي غصن
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للتواصل : عبدالله عبداللطيف – محام وشاعر
Elmohamy20@hotmail.com
Mohamoon20@yahoo.com
I dreamt of you, somewhere between awakening and slumber
Your eyes opaque in the moonlight illuminated by the shadows in my heart
I felt your heart break as distance pulled you from me, our unison in tantric, astral travelling back to our earth bonds
I saw the lines around your eyes, and the twist of your smile
searching me for truth, which I hide deep inside locked away in Pandora's box just to breathe my secret would shatter everything that is now,
I need to let you soar away free, put distance between
but I ache for something but I don't know how
To let love go, so I try to feed on the crumbs you scatter for me and in time, You will be mine.
our hearts collided and made one
no more effort;our work was done.
you said 'iloveyou' i said it too.
you'd put a bullet through me,i'd take a bullet for you.
our love ran deeper than our bones
our relationship thrived on our cingular phones.
i'll be there for you, you were there for me;
i honestly thought we were happy.
i busted my ass to leave and go see you.
i came back and you broke my heart in two.
the tears came down faster, harder and way more
more strawberry gashes than ever before,
now back on my shoulders is the world and its weight
don't wanna believe it but i guess it was fate.
now our third party has taken my place
and i won't pretend it'd not a slap in the face.
her smile has weakened, her walls broken down.
there's no more fight left in her;she's given this all she's got.
she pretended it was all ok and she thought she was good at it.
you aren't.
forced to plaster a fake smile on her face, she broke down emotionally first:
tears flowed freely from her soft brown eyes and hit hte floor like bullets.
then it got inside her head:mutilated her mind and made her realize what was going on.
it's just become physical:you've been sick. physically as well as emotionally.
fetal position crying.
lying in her room somewhere,inside dying.
"yeah, I'm ok" she says.but I know you're lying.
I've watched you get progressively worse and worse;you're done trying.
her smiles from the sunlit days fade as the purples and blues of the quiet night blanket the world.
she's hurt and isolated and alone and scared.
admit it, baby.
night brings out the worst in her.
don't hide it from me anymore.
let go.
there's beauty in the breakdown.
i miss you
and love you
and miss you like alot.
and miss you liek even more.
im glad we're.....friends????
ill be your thunder baby
just
be
my
rain.
i love you babe.
and here's my heart.
dont break it...
-Twilight.
i am ill , ill with love, ill with the feeling of isolation, loneliness, and being scared.
i am fading, fading into darkness, fading into nothing and still feeling isolation, loneliness, and being scared.
but here you are, you are here with me, you love me for my good and my bad, my ugly and my beautiful.and i dont know why. slowly the isolation, loneliness, and being scared, fades.
but you are only here with me in spirit.for i am here, and you are there and all i hear is your voice. but i have fallen for you, baby, and i reluctantly question that.
i fear, i fear the day i get to see your sweet face again. i fear you will not want me and yet again the waves of isolation, loneliness, and being scared, come back.
then i fall, i fall into unconsciousness. i fall into a deep sleep and dreams of you fill my head and will probably spill over into my days if i ever wake. there is something about my baby that makes me feel so many differenty things at the same time:isolation, loneliness, and being scared but also completion, consideration,compassion,sadness, and love.
i want you, i want you so much,babe, you dont even know. you tell me of all your problems and your unsafe escapes from the pain.i want to help you,sweetie, i want to be part of your completion, i can help you, i can hold you in my arms and let you know that, "i am here for you, and i will try, with every fiber of my being, to make it better." i want to let you know this, i do, but i cant and i dont know why.
MAN….
It’s someone with endurance
Have a prospective
Someone who truly deserve to be appreciated
Yeah respected
Elected
& rejected from bitches who try to use her
She’s someone with a sexy enhancement that seems sweeter everyday
With her flesh looking like caramel milk shake with a touch of honey ways
Body smooth as ice
Melting off my tongue
Running down her chest
Oh my bad
Didn’t mean to make a mess
It’s just the way she makes me feel
Just like that
Like a thrash demanding to jump through my nest
SO……
Hey baby
What’s up boo
When imma see ya
When you coming through
It’s barely been 2minutes
After the time u dipped through
But I don’t feel as geeked
When your sleep
Going home
Or where every you’re off to
I need to figure out why da fuck I be missing you
I just like to spend time with you
I don’t know anyone in addition that would do the things you do
Say the things you say
Crave the way you crave
Be the way you subsist
And assemble me to smile and feel this way
You’re My subject my dime
My lust my chime
You’re fine
Damn, sometimes I wish you could be MINE
Fuck what others say and let’s end tryna pretend
Your man can be like T-Pain
Singing my girl gotta girlfriend
Still glance
Entered within
Opaque panes
A pure
Fated chance
Wavelengths traveled
Vast lengths
Exposing
Emerald
Jewels
To behold
And look upon
Behind their luster
Was a
An entire universe
Spinning
Around a
Semi-yellow sun
Whose brilliance
Was blinding
Yet I stood there
Staring into them
Trying to find
The lost star
On my chart
I want to find the one true love
That can read inside my heart,
That knows me more than I know myself
Two souls that can't be apart.
I want to be able to be myself
Not have to hide my inner disire,
Someone that knows how to touch me
Someone that can light my inner fire.
I am who I am, inside and out
Why can't everyone just understand,
I am tired of trying to change myself
I want to hold her hand.
Mayberry is not modern in times
Don't believe in people like me,
I stand out amongst the crowd
If I attempt to be me.
I don't care that I am different
I like who I long to be,
One day I will "shout" to them
I am going to be me!
Right now I long to find love
The one that makes me shiver,
That holds me close skin to skin
And makes my insides quiver.
My love has not a name of face
A woman or a man,
My love is just a simple wish
A knot to tie the band.
One day I long to find them
The one that grabs my heart,
The only one that knows me
Right from the very start.