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Its all a blur,
Of fuzzy colors and warm feelings.
Things that used to make me run for the hills screaming run away!
Things that made my stomach curdle like an Irish car bomb left out too long.
Seeing two people so in love being sappy as all hell god it was sickening.
Yet deep down a part of me longed to have what they did.
Then like an unexpected storm you appeared,
I of course did all I could to resist your magnetic pull on my heart.
I tried to run but you wouldn't let me.
I waited for that sick feeling I used to get in my gut but it didn't come.
I thought what if I jeopardize it all due to feelings that had left me to spoil and rot not long ago. 
You somehow dug your way through it all and found me, the real me...
Whose dark, twisted, gnarled, broken, and sick in the head,
a mistake from birth.
You somehow came to love me,
All of me though I've been through hell and back...
I'll never understand why you were the one to steal me away completely,
Why your what makes me calmer,
why when I'm near you the world in my mind seems to steady its ways.
Why with you I feel I could conquer anything, 
With you by my side I'll always come out on top my queen of hearts.

I'll forever and always be your king.
I'll never understand why I feel the things I do with but never could with anyone else even when i tried to.
The only thing I can think of is I truly love you and love isn't rational....
That's the only reason I can see for you staying with me as well.
There's an old saying that love is blind but I don't believe that's the truth with our love,
You see right through me down to my deepest core and though it scares me to death there's nowhere in this entire world I'd rather be.
From what I have seen the same is true for you.
I know this hasn't been easy to say the very least...
But love spirals...
And i guess what I'm trying to say is there's no one else I'd rather spin with,
for better or for worse I'll love you until the end of time...
I'll always be yours in mind, body, and soul
And I hope you'll always be mine.
Cause if not I'll forever be left with a burning hole of the love that pierced me so deeply it could never be forgotten.
I knew the first day I saw you that I was going to be goner and though I was petrified at first I couldn't be happier that I truly am letting go with you, and for once letting someone all the way in.
Day by day it gets easier.
I thank you for your patience and understanding it means more then I'll ever truly know how to express.
I know you wanted me to perhaps write you a love letter but I couldn't do it poetry is how flow...
For that I am sorry instead I wrote something much deeper then any old love letter could ever be...
I wrote you from more than my beating heart, more than my mind, i wrote you from my soul.
My love for you will forever true and just like the weather we will have our bright sunny days,
And our cloudy days where it'll pour...
But love spirals my beautiful Elan so take my hand and spin with me into eternity.