Guilt Fall:
"...You fall like a guilt..." I wish I was that brave - U just go there all day SV!
Reread 03-01-18 Flame touching? Is that a thing? :D
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Reread 10-21-21
reading units
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helps find center
No problem. Wednesday is: No problem. Wednesday is exchange day, so Tuesday I will be a basket case. I am hoping they will approve me for a supra-pubic catheter, and I, too, have breathing problems during sedation.
You captured something: It's truly funny, in the strange, bizarre, and often unpredictable sense, the environments to which we are left to hold fond. How many a time all due to the human element. The connections we couldn't see coming but which will beg to our emotions a return to orbit when we go adrift, even when a must.
Thanks for reading: I hope all goes well. I might try alternatives to the catheter but first I need to find out if my breathing can handle being put under.
Thank you. And I hope that it: Thank you. And I wish that it may come to pass as you hope. My apologies on a very, very delayed response. The last few months have unfortunately called me away from this wonderful place.
Or is living the goal, and: Or is living the goal, and survival sometimes the window to celebration, while other times the shut door between us and vibrant joy?
The greatest chains are: The greatest chains are emotional. The lock on them is silence and secrecy. If you've reached suicidal thoughts, things have gone too far. It may be hard, you may feel it's impossibly devastating, but on the other side of it is a better life. Love yourself, you are all the reason you need to be alive, and a magnet to love you will be in your new place. Love will come back to you, perhaps in old forms but certainly in new forms. Life is worth it. Your life is worth it. And, no matter how difficult and how much it may push you to your limits, you'll get there if you open the lock and go.
I can feel the sea spray and: I can feel the sea spray and picture foam crawling down the rocks, passing over the webbed feet of a resting, but ever curious, flock of gulls. : )
We have always lived in an: We have always lived in an Oligarchal system. It's just become more solidified and intrusive in the last three decades. The famous - though should be primarily infamous - founders intentionally created a system without permission of most of the public (as many people were against the revolution as were for it, and the historical record seems to indicate that it was split about 1/3 between those in favor, against and indifferent), which offered no rights to a huge segment of society and no voting rights to non-land owners, and in some cases banned land owners from voting if they held certain beliefs (ie. catholics in some states) and often if they were female.
Many of the founders were in debt to England and used the revolution to scrub those debts, then took the cash that wasn't truly theirs and used newly gained positions of power to secure huge portions of land during the afterbirth of the new nation. They created their own money, and rendered it valueless when it was in the hands of working class farmers who fought in the war, but then altered the value when it was bought up by bankers such as Hamilton (hence why we had multiple revolutions after the revolution, which were of course defeated without support of the ruling class). The defiling founders also heavily speculated on the land, and persons like George Washington sold the same pieces of land to multiple people, after which the courts protected them from fraud. George Washington didn't become a king because, in America, they lived better than kings.
Republicans being the problem is an oversimplification. Just in reference to this write you've shared, Rutherford Hayes and Benjamin Harrison would be considered Democrats by today's public standard. As you probably know, Republicans and Democrats essentially switched which part of the public they were marketing their campaigns to between the mid-1960's to early 1970's.
Regarding the radio: I don't know if 95 percent of talk radio is right-leaning, but perhaps you are using hyperbole to express your concern (by American standards - truth is that the Democratic Party would be considered a right or even far right party in most of Europe, for example). None the less, ultimately the reason why radio is more right-leaning than, say, television is because radio is much more popular in rural areas and with older people (both of which tend to be more conservative). It wouldn't make much sense for radio stations to broadcast more left-leaning broadcasts when there is little audience for it. So, purely from what the audience seems to desire, it's inevitable. We do still have a problem that radio (and television, and the internet) are highly controlled, but we've seen that control used to manipulate people of all sorts, by both to the "right" and "left".
"Life is what happens while: "Life is what happens while we're busy making other plans."
A great line from a John Lennon song, which definitely applies here. There's a learned and reflected beauty (like a moon) and wisdom in these words, gently laid out poetically, recapturing the mood you and your good company perceived. Plan A can be, and surely would have been, wonderful. But being open to Plan B is when we start to live fully, especially in the moments when the universe conjured and offered Plan B to us, if we just look past any disappointment into the wonder. : )
I hear your sentiments: I'd rather meet the guy or gal who cleaned the bathrooms of the Empire State Building for 35 years than hear a tour guide speak about the funder of the project, who never touched more than a red ribbon or a perhaps fine leather chair in an tower office there.
Mmm. While young politicians: Mmm. While young politicians train to be old politicians. A camp at our expense, where they perfect to serve their high bidders.