I knew you since forever
you were somehow a part of me
entwined within me
I thought we shared the same soul
somehow it seemed that way
you inspired me to do so many things
I thought I knew you
But I was wrong
my outside changed to become new
but the inside stayed
you couldn’t find me anymore
like a camouflaged chameleon
hidden but seen through a different light
then you found me in myself
somehow hidden in a grave yard
of your old and thrown away memories
my new self
you thought had changed
and I did
but not my soul
we started drifting
and I felt you pulling at me
every broken harsh word
hung in the air
like a thick cloud of smoke
making me choke
I couldn’t breathe
all I could hear was you
like a snake hidden beneath the grass
for too long
now to come out
spitting your vile venom on me
screaming, yelling, and covering me in harsh remarks
and I became lost you
with no identity
a faceless mask of tragedy
lost in a world somewhere
you kept me locked up
breaking down my careless and free spirit
I saw a fire come out of you that burned my eyes
you ate my very soul
chewed and spit out my every word
as if I were now the enemy
now blind you were to see
appearances come and go
within time there are so many
but you only have one soul
that never turns or falters
just stays hidden within
Could this be the one from Ocean? I've had similar situations. People suck really, we just can't help it.