November.26.2002
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
The things you say
But dont ever do
Are the ones that hurt in every way
It's rude to make me sit here and wait for you
If I had to hold my breath I would be blue
Remembering all the promises you said
This is confusing me
That I wish you knew
If you say your going to call
Then you must see it through
Instead I sit here like an ass and wait
For the phone to ring
Your lies I really hate
Calling? You still have not done
I guess with your heart
I really haven't won
Once again mine is falling apart
I wonder if you care
That your causing all this pain
I thought it was okay
With my true feelings to share
But I live with your lies another day
And your attitude remains the same
As I sit here and cry
Your most likely playing your game
You know...I should of let my soul die
Because all you care about is fame
It is almost five
And still no call
I wish I didn't let my heart come alive
You..I wish I never saw
Things you say
You never come through with it
Or you make it for another day
Which that's just bull shit
You shouldn't treat someone you care about this way
Its just not right
To show affection one minute and not the next
These tears I'm trying to fight
I'm trying not to put a hex
On your pit a full heart
As you did with me that night
The things you dont live up to
Its not fair to me
Because I am opening up to you
I should of kept everything inside left everything be
I should of kept these feelings hidden
I shouldn't of set them free
I knew it was forbidden
Things you say but dont do
I hope this is a faze you're going through
And soon it will be okay
To love and care for you
Like the other day
But still the things you do
Are not what you stay to
You never see them through
You wait to the very last minute
Or you completely forget about it
This pain inside you caused I wish you could feel
I wish to my heart you could be real
But the things you say
You never do
So I'm going to put my heart away
For someone else who is true
One who will see things through
One with me
Who'll always by my side stay
And never set my heart free
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