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Its been a long time.
But I feel as if my heart is finally thawing
I can feel again. I smile for an instant. I am bearing gifts.
Its time to show my mother I love her. I feel positive. Just wanting to love.
Its been a quick turn around. But took so long to turn around.
everything changed. How I carry myself. The music I love.
Its all different. everything is different.
I hope its not a false start. I like the feeling.
I am finding love within myself. I thought it was extinct,
I am learning what I am. And who I am.
It took some time for me.
But everything is ok.
La de da de da

Believe me when I say I am changing.
I found out last. I just followed my heart.
To a land of emotions I tried to avoid.
I have no idea what the future brings.
But I saw a glimpse of it.
and I saw life...
La de da de da.
Yeah, I saw life.

But I am prepared by bearing gifts.
I feel older now. more mature now.
I am just keeping a steady pace.
it almost feels good to cry.
Tho I have no idea where these tears come from.
Joy, sadness, desperation. It doesn't matter.
all that matters is the fact that I am not afraid to feel.
The numbness is gone. Hopefully the loneliness will follow.
It always does. this time everything is different now. '
because, La de da de da.
I saw life.