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Practiced Preach
Where am I right where am I wrong.
I am damned if I do. damned if I don't
hypocritical situations that never end in my favor.
I am loved by one. Hated by the other. Divorce is evil by nature.
For trying to keep a level relationship with each other.
I fall away, I give up trying for I never hear anything good to say.
I never save enough, I don't love enough. I don;t try enough to be on my own.
I use to much. Give to less. Don't enough or work to much and sleep to much.
I run from responsibility, but One congratulates me only when I am under the influence.
The other revokes me from their life when I am under the influence.
I don't have enough friends. My friends use me too much.
Your friends are not achieving enough. why can't you be like your friends.
I am only mad. or I am only glad. why are you not mad. why are you glad.
Why do you isolate yourself. You should go somewhere,
You go too many places you can not go anywhere.
You dont love me enough. You dont do enough.
you never try hard enough. Why are you not looking for a second job.
you are not good enough. Nobody will want to love you.
You are only mean and irritable. and I dont know how to love you.
Why are you staying away from me. why are you always alone.
be apart of the family. treat me with respect.
why are you always quite, why dont you talk.
everything you do is wrong. you are not doing what is right,
move out. You are hurting me. move out you never show me love.
Save your money but go have friends. no you can't go with them
no they can not come here. but go somewhere. move out you hate us.
move out you never try enough. you are wasting your life. why did you move back here.
you are using me. you only come to me when you need something.
you never do this for me. but I should never tell you what you need to do.
you should do it not becuase I ask but becuase you love me.
but if you dont do it you dont love me. why dont you love me.
why do you love me. I cant love you. I dont know how to love you.
Poisonous words everyday. Nothing of good or compliments ever come my way.
wow! ouch!
Well that's tough really it is but I know you probably not receive this as I hope but ill try,
While reading this I felt so bad for you and very envious at the same time that you at least had parents who cared enough to talk to you and mold you in some way. I didn't have this and my patents relationship is volatile, my other siblings were favoured I however, was too different and defective can't read, can't write, talks to imaginary Ithings and knows things in the future... All I can say that was one very painful write and couldn't imagine going through it. I was left alone to roam the streets at the age of 7 , and what ever I have achieved I did by myself, they call upon me for help, others for socialization. Thank God for his hand in guiding my direction. However, I am still very thankful they raised me enough and took me to doctors. Because I am who I am today. Better days to you my friend. HugSS
Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS
"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."