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I am, complex.
no one word can define me.
simplicity is not in my nature.
I am, addicted to alteration.
a sober mind is no place I will call home.
I am, wild fire.
unpredictable and unplotted disaster is what I desire.
I am, an unkept optimistic.
Everything I touch gets lost in a sea of unmanageable emotions.
I am, desire.
I love the chase of what I cant have.
I am, heartless.
I have destroyed many for enjoyment
I am, unsettled. I want a gamble.
I want unpredictable.
I am, a gamble
a game of cards, I play many hands.
I am, persuasive and manipulative.
I can have a talent to alter a persons perception
I am, explosive.
a ticking time bomb with a lit fuse
I am, in search of love in all the wrong places
I am, no place for her to fall into.
a trap that will destroy her heart.

yet I cant tell her no.
She is my complete opposite.
they attract. yet they react.
I believe we are a magnetic field.
we should not touch. It would only push us apart.
I do not think of her as much as I wish I would.
I feel shady, and I may have a short attention span.
Yet she is a perfect girl. But why am I so uninterested.
I am a heartbreak kid. who wears a pseudo heart on his sleeve.
But I really dont want this girl to believe.
because our relations will be way to easy to blossom
and this love is to easy to conceive
Its too safe. but I need security.
So I will keep her in my grasp.
I am, Distrust.