What I remember...

The things I remember,

Are not my Christmas's in December,

But that ever since I learned to walk, and probably before i could even talk...

I remember lying in my bed and crying,

And feeling like I was dying.

Mom and Dad always fought,

And no matter what they bought,

Nothing's ever made up for what they've done

(Even thought I love them a ton)

If they had only stayed away from the coke

Maybe I wouldn't have to get my weed and toke,

Just to get rid of my stress,

Because I'm just so damn depressed.

But maybe one day, my dream will come true.

And I will get to do what I've always wanted to.

Maybe I will live with my mom and dad,

And my life won't be so bad.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I had a lot of mixed feelings about whether it would be good to return to my parents or not...

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Mandie Patterson's picture

nice poem..my dad drinks and used to do hard drugs,he blames himself for my drugs

Hunter's picture

I am always here for you day. I'm sorry you had a bad childhood. They love you and so do all your friends.

heather's picture

awww i know that you miss your mom and dad, and im sorry about all they have done to you.