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When my world falls, I'm still standing.
Today my world crashed down
If I were as I once was
I would be lying
and crying upon my bed
I'm not like I was
when you first met me though
I have changed
I have grown,
I have hardened into stone.
I didn't need anyone
But I wanted so badly for you.
To make a trip halfway up America
Just to meet you.
You told me things I secretly want to hear,
But all to be lies I fear.
You are probably the only person I would have let
Stomp all over my heart
and call back.
I too am near my first love
but that never mattered
no one ever mattered to me
after I met you.
So call me a sentimental
Because I thought you were being true
There wasn't and won't be any tears to hide
I'm not a little girl who thinks love is all there ever was.
I feel like this poem is to me....this poem accually scares me a lot. I feel like this poem is speaking to me, saying all I have ever told you is lies. Maybe this isn't about me, maybe I just have a guilty consciouns. Maybe I can't spell worth shit. But I don't know. I just wan't you to know that you are my friend, and I want to always be there for you, and I hope you feel the same. I have lost a lot of friends in the past. And I know that is going to continue to happen. Lets face it i'm not the easiest person to be with. I guess i'll just see where this winding road takes me. Once again, sorry for any pain I may have caused you. But I am always there for you.