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To God (Part 2)
Once again God- I send to you these words,
It seems all my prayers have went to you un-heard.
I turned to you repeatedly- And it seems you’ve never heeded me,
I fought and it defeated me- It seems your goal was deceiving me.
I’ve stopped praying to you- I’ve stopped asking for help,
You have given me nothing- Just like everyone else.
You left me by myself- This pain alone I’ve felt.
Your existence I now question- As I live with this depression,
I’m stuck in this regression- As I try to face this pressure.
I live my Life day to day- And I never once turn your way,
It pains me to have to say- That never again will I pray.
Or ask you for anything- This is what you have given me,
If you are real then you are seeing me- And how hard it is being me.
An invisible man in the clouds- That’s all it seems you are,
A fairy tale or a story- Nothing less and nothing more.
These are the words I’m sending you- This is the last time I’m trying,
No more disappointment- No more asking and crying.
If you exist you will show me differently- If not than this is it,
My belief in you it seems- Has torn me apart bit by bit.
I guess now I’m Atheist- Call me what you please,
But from here on out I quit- I give up all beliefs.
I couldn't comment on the first one without commenting on this one. It is tragic to see that you have given up faith, but no one said it would be easy. I am not one to judge, for if this new path brings you more joy and pleaure i wish you all the best. If though, you could at all, don't balme God for all that is wrong. He loves you and needs you to be his, but if you chose otherwise try not to curse him. Another great masterpiece!