I’m far from Heaven- Hell, I’m far from living,
I’m stuck in the middle- But one day I’ll die, that’s a giving.
I’m in this half-life purgatory- Surrounded by evil,
I have to live like this is my last movie- There will be no sequel.
Explore every option- Trust no people,
I must fend for myself- The beast will eat you.
The beasts are the streets- It’s so easy to get trapped,
Easy money quick- Who doesn’t want it like that.
I’ve chosen the right path- Trying to get away from that life,
But everyday is temptation- I’ve got to resist that life.
This can’t be right- I’m living a crazy life,
No money, no friends, no girl, just fight.
That’s all I can do- Fight my way through this,
Every day look in the mirror and tell myself- You can do this.
I’m far from Heaven- Because I’m living in hell,
I just can’t see myself in an 8x10 cell.
A life behind bars- Ain’t no Love in jail,
Every body is no body- Male or female.
But I’m already in prison- Locked up visions,
Shattered hopes and dreams- Can’t control my living.
The world is my jail house- And my mind is the warden,
If only for one day I could walk in Eden’s garden.
Get that one chance to see me with a good Life,
What would that be like- But I know it wouldn’t be right.
I want no hand outs- And your pity is useless,
Give that to some charity- Maybe they can use it.
I’m far from Heaven- In case you couldn’t tell,
But I’ll be there one day- Because I’m already in Hell.
Michael C. Lucas
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one it is
my favorite
just so awesome .
WOW....your writting,is honestly sooooo amazing..sorry its so beautiful..i cant even write anything..im not a poet..im not of a listener..Im Tasha, im 16, im from ontario, cananda..anyways, just wanted to tell u ur poems r sweet :)