Tha Poet:
Sometimes my life just seems so hard,
And I feel like it’s only getting harder- And at times I feel like I oughta,
Just stop and quit, give up and leave it- All behind and try to forget.
But I know I can’t because I must move on,
So I sit down and put my anger in a poem.
I hate this world and I dread this Life- This is what I was given,
This can’t be right.
Cursed with depression and blessed with a talent,
A talent unappreciated- It’s an awkward balance.
Friends and foe’s- Who’s who? No one knows,
You think you know someone until there other side shows.
This is my world and I welcome you to it,
You can enter if you want- But be careful if you do it.
I’ve suffered forever and I’ve shed so many tears,
My heart is like a ball that’s faced so many fears.
Fear or insecurity? Reality or a dream?
I’m insecure about my fears- And my reality isn’t what it seems.
One direction then the next- I think I’m at my best,
Then I take another fall- But I haven’t gave up yet.
And I stress the word yet- Because the closer I get,
And the more pain I’ve met- I want to try less.
But these things on my chest- Won’t let me give up yet,
They get there and they sit- I’m so sick of this shit.
The hurt is getting redundant- I really don’t want it,
I don’t want tomorrow- I don’t want next week,
I don’t want the sun up.
To see another day is to face some more pain,
I can’t live this way- I’m tired of this game.
I keep on losing- And I can not do it,
I can’t get used to it- I think I’m gonna lose it.
I can’t keep choosin- When people keep using- Me,
So I sit back sometimes- And lose myself in the music.
It helps to let me try- To keep these tears from escaping my eye,
So to keep them from leaving-
I gotta make this poem cry.
Tha Poetic Son:
They often stroll down my eyes
In response - I make poems cry
I release my fears and worries, on a page with fury
Letting it all go - Till the world embrace my story
Feels my pain
Understands ive walked threw the hottest rain
Drops filled with fire - Scorching my every desire
My hopes and dreams - Slaughtered with ease
Looking for the light - Threw wretched deeds
Finding tears fall faster - When this is the life you lead
They often stroll down my eyes
In response - I make poems cry
With a Bic pen and black ink
I quickly show you - Exactly how I feel and think
How I feel about my father
Always questioning - Why didn't he bother?
Bother to raise a boy - Teach him to be a man
Throwing your child to the wolves? - I just cant understand
Cant understand what he was feeling and thinking
Cant understand what he was doing or seeking
Knowing he has a child begging and pleading - Hoping and wishing
To once again - Enter his fathers vision
These tears keep coming - Disturbing my vision
They often stroll down my eyes
In response - I make poems cry
Drying my tear ducks - So this poem I can conduct
Reflecting this life - Its so fucked up
Has God turned his back - Has he just gave up
Looking at me - Filled with disgust
Rapping me of hope - Replacing it with bad luck
Distraught at the things - Ive done for a buck
Wondering - Why am I running a muck?
Instead of excepting this life
Is he teaching me a lesson - By punishing my life?
I don't know what he's thinking - Or what he's teaching
But my eyes keep leaking - Wretched thoughts keep creeping
I pray they'll pass by
They often stroll down my eyes
In response - I make poems cry
Threw pen and paper
I show how Im scared yet want to die
How I cant seem to focus my unseen third eye
The two you see - Have drowned in a tortured sea
I walk a path that's hard to see
A path where sane people - Just don't be
A path that teaches you - How not to be
A path thats doomed - Yet easy to consume
A path that halts a flowers bloom
A path where insecurities, crime, hate, and death looms
This path I must escape
I constantly try - But
They often stroll down my eyes
In response - I make poems cry
This poem is something serious... It is a problem fo real... I cant say enough about this poem... Two different people, Two different thoughts, Destroying One poem... I dont know poets and poetry readers... This may be a start to something GREAT
Peace and Blessings
POE