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It's been 19 years and you're still not here,

And everyday it gets harder for me to hold back these tears.

I'm so stacked with fears- And I've already failed,

It's like a wise man once said- My ship has sailed.

My life's been a tale- And it almost seems fiction,

But it's all happened so fast that it's hard to give a description.

But the encryption in my mind- Tells a story that's unknown,

Everyday I think things are gonna change- And everyday I'm wrong.

I thought you were gonna help me- But I'm still traveling alone,

I haven't felt you around in a while- The last time seems so long.

Ago- and I know- That you're watching me as I pray,

But it seems that you don't hear me- Are you listening to what I say.

I'm struggling, I'm dying, I need you- Cuz I'm lost,

To live is to suffer and love is pain- Just hang me on the cross.

Because of all the things I've sought- I'd give it all up for you,

Just so you could have your chance- And do all the things I failed to do.

I miss you, I am you- I'm so different from everyone else,

My thoughts are twisted but my mind is gifted- In reality I'm killing myself.

July 27th, the day the curse started- You were already departed,

I was born without you- I entered the world halfhearted.

But everyday it gets harder- And everyday I miss you more,

It seems impossible to keep going- When Life keeps closing doors.

I close my eyes and I picture you- An Angelic replica of me,

It's the only way I envision you- So it's the only picture I see.

It makes it a little bit easier- Even though it never lasts very long,

It soothes my mind and calms my worries- Because for that quick instant,

I'm not alone.