I am sorry I have not being a perfect mother to you
and i know you ask me why you have a disease and in
a wheel chair and its hard for me to give you the answers
you want except that i know you are special and you
are loved and your mother has made mistakes but have tryed
to give you everything you needed and love, A friend
told me lastnight we don"t know why these things happen
they just happen but i belive God knows and knows you
were special and you are my little girl whom I love
with all my heart and God has gotten us both through alot
of trials and hardships well i guess i shouldn"t say you
are a little girl you are women now but in my eyes you
will always be my little girl and I want to say to you
Tammy I am sorry for the things you think i have done wrong
to you but it was hard on me to see you have to suffer
and mom just didn"t quite know how to cope with it but
please know I love you and i am proud of you, you are
strong and we are alot alike in some ways God made you
special.
wow this touched my heart, this is completely amazing you sound like a wonderful mom and your doughter is lucky to have you keep up your amazing writing