i am trying to separate
to tear the skin from the you
but the skin is music
and every song is a conjuring
i can’t listen to the ghosts or with them
but i am always drawn back
i can’t sing into their mouths
mouths without teeth that will swallow me whole
turn me into a pipeline
bedridden with all these psychedelic blankets
i yell out the window enough to be kurt cobain’s muse
sew banshees into my nailbeds
can’t tell if i want
modest animals or feral humans
interpolate the beat until i have made it something else
a song i have never heard
i yell out the ending to another story.
but is it an ending
or just a ceasefire.