i miss all the decisions i didn’t make
and i still kind of want to know the color of your eyes
every day you wake up without me
there is a song that gets me through so many days
and i wrote out all the lyrics in a message to you
still unsent
because how am i supposed to get through days
and not come home asking you to hold me
how am i supposed to have something to celebrate
and not have you be the first one i tell
call me crazy when the lights go out
i send the stars some letters but they will never reach you
I paint my wishes on your walls with glow in the dark paint-
it’s still not enough
you never turn the lights off