Out in the pasture, dirt and grass
Nestled crib on crib in a bucket
Great white chrystals of salt formed
An intricuit design
An interwoven filigree of shapes and sizes
In which dragonflies and yellowjackets lay trapped
As intrepid explorers frozen in arctic ice
They've long since turned to mud
But it had been so long since i looked
It's impossible not to wonder
How they molded and re-formed
As i was molded and re-formed
And how they are no more than mud in a bucket now
That i am nothing more than sick and tired
Where did i find myself as the dragonflies writhed
their last dance?
As the child-ghosts call out to me from the trees
How long has it been since i discarded my innocence
in favor of cheap thrills and ropes that bind?
It may as have been a century, a millenium
for all the connection that there is now
As the pristine white lost its lustre
Was i wiling away the days in love?
Or was i breaking the flesh in hate?
Was i reciting monlogues to the sky?
Hoping that she might hear them?
Was it chasing it down with water
wishing that i'd never hear anything again?
As the crystals melted in the heat of summer
i must have been lifted again and again
and hitting the ground without too much desire
to discover my legs one more time.
i can never read your poem only once,i have to read it till i can fully appreciate it and i know exactly how you feel on this one,you express yourself in such unique ways,i am umm..dumbfounded? sometimes!hehe i love it.
Very Visual, I like it. Some things change...Then agian, some things don't.
*Stupid Girl...