I Manipulate
By jfarrell
(“From the cover of Heaven’s gate, I manipulate” great lyrics from steve taylor)
Rasputin is me, I am Rasputin;
I tell you my story, show you my scars
I share my pain with you
And you will jump to my defence
Jump between me and the bullet
Take the sword thrust,
In my stead.
I frown and lower my gaze
I show you the pieces of my sundered heart
Let you hold and feel this dead thing that is my soul
Let you dance in the dust that was my dreams
And you give your heart to me
In tender whispers you pledge your undying love
To me.
Amongst tears, with nastiness running from my nose
I tell you of the wrongs done to me
I tell you of those that hurt and ridiculed me
To show the truth, the strength, of my pain
I take the knife and slash my arm, over and over
My pain angers you to kill,
For me.
Rasputin is me, I am Rasputin
A manipulative, conniving…. monk
Dead many years (executed, I think);
I want you to like me
I’ll say anything you wanna hear.
To keep you here
I manipulate