Down the drain
By jfarrell
What do you want me to say?
I tried to live my life your way.
Ignore the anger, forget the pain,
Get knocked down, just to get up again.
Aspire to conform,
Telling no-one where I’m from.
Fitting in, don’t stand out
Don’t give them anything to shout about.
I tell you, it’s insane,
As I watch my life slide down the drain.
I try so hard to keep it together,
Like my horses, closely tethered;
Pay my bills, go to work
I play blind, as you treat me like a jerk.
Cutting names and snide remarks,
The Wolf inside wants to bite, not bark;
My teeth want to tear and rip
The Wolf within wants, from your blood, to sip.
I tell you, it’s insane,
As I watch my life flow down the drain.
I know a peace waits for me;
The pain I feel… I will be free;
I know there is a place… where I really belong…
The journey there…. not overly long;
A nick here, a slash there…
Well… we all know life isn’t fair;
My blood pools around me like a flower,
Lying here in the shower.
I tell you, I’m not insane,
As I give my life to the drain.