The plan:
Abandon this wreck
With reckless abandon
Strut into the middle school dance
Like a man
Ready to dismantle
Two week's relations
But she was crying
Instead, instinct said to comfort
Try a kiss on the cheek
From this the crying subsided
Succumbed, life provided
By a bowl-cutted geek
I was toast
Cooked
Cauterized
The moment I caught her eyes
Lightened by my kindness
A mate cremated
And placed in an urn on a shelf
Because this burning desire
To retire this tangle
Fell to the rear view mirror
Nothing more than a coin behind the ear
It didn't last much longer
But long lingered
For years, I'd sing her praises
Then an honest bond, common ground
A phase where phrases
Of romance abated back
Into recesses and dark corners
Of confidants, no want of
Wanton love from the teenage heart
Then there was lightning
Fingers intertwined, palms pressed
As close as one can be to the abyss
Everything I had wanted at my lips
But I pulled back
Partly noble, partly scared
That we had dared
Look the beast in the face
What if we allowed
The haunted, the bliss, the spirits
To feast and taste
As they wanted?
I would never know. Haunted.
Then I learned about awkward
Silent talks where nothing is said
Just words like lead and bricks
To stack the parapets
A pair of pets
A dog, dumb and loyal
No more questions for master
And the stubborn cat
Too proud to ask for answers
So that's where we're at
My entry to a world
That sent me many conundrums
Made me regret and blame
For some, I banged drums
For others, gave feathers
And still more, scarlet letters
I wore various crowns
Arthur, Lear, the eighth Henry
Ralph, Aerys, Elvis Presley
More often, felt like the pauper
On top of all this
I can't be sure
I've learned
Only felt older
After each engagement with
The Corinthian king's boulder
Ages since the dance
Not sure it ever ended
We should be contented in our keeping
Still don't know why she was weeping
:)
Took me right back to middle school.
Read it a couple times. Enjoyed.
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