She was my best friend
You were my ex boyfriend
I had no right to be jealous
For there was no more 'us'
You didn't have a reason not to spark a new flame
In our break up only I was to blame
I freaked out, don't remember what about, tis almost tradition
Maybe this often panicing is a sickness, a mental condition?
So I let you go your own way
It's something i still regret to this day
You asked her to be yours
She said yes to even the score
To take upon me revenge from way back when
Hell, I don't even remember what I did to her back then
She never really let you get close enough to have much fun
I wonder if you ever really thought that she was 'the one'?
But then there was that one day
You two were alone but didn't go all the way
However you did get far enough to
Crush my heart whenever I think of you two
You say to me like you've said to her 'I love you'
I now wonder if you know what love actually is, I really do
Your soft lips come upon hers in a kiss
I almost no longer want to touch yourlips because of this
I wish i could get the picture of you two out of my head
It makes me weep inside, sometimes wish i were dead
But it's slightly better now because I once again have you
To cry on, to hold, to kiss for I love you.
I love it. Good rhyme pattern. Flows nicely.
Expresses secret thoughts. That is what I value most in a
poem- the stuff that i dont already know about the person.
And, again, awesome...very, VERY understandable...don't get yourself down too much though...I think just about everyone goes through something like that...sometime anyway...and, at least you do have him...