You and her 6/13\02

She was my best friend

You were my ex boyfriend

I had no right to be jealous

For there was no more 'us'

You didn't have a reason not to spark a new flame

In our break up only I was to blame

I freaked out, don't remember what about, tis almost tradition

Maybe this often panicing is a sickness, a mental condition?

So I let you go your own way

It's something i still regret to this day

You asked her to be yours

She said yes to even the score

To take upon me revenge from way back when

Hell, I don't even remember what I did to her back then

She never really let you get close enough to have much fun

I wonder if you ever really thought that she was 'the one'?

But then there was that one day

You two were alone but didn't go all the way

However you did get far enough to

Crush my heart whenever I think of you two

You say to me like you've said to her 'I love you'

I now wonder if you know what love actually is, I really do

Your soft lips come upon hers in a kiss

I almost no longer want to touch yourlips because of this

I wish i could get the picture of you two out of my head

It makes me weep inside, sometimes wish i were dead

But it's slightly better now because I once again have you

To cry on, to hold, to kiss for I love you.


Author's Notes/Comments: 

...bastards...

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bean's picture

I love it. Good rhyme pattern. Flows nicely.
Expresses secret thoughts. That is what I value most in a
poem- the stuff that i dont already know about the person.

Rebecca Moore's picture

And, again, awesome...very, VERY understandable...don't get yourself down too much though...I think just about everyone goes through something like that...sometime anyway...and, at least you do have him...