Choosing heaven above my dream
Pondering so deep, I finally find the seam
Shows me all the imperfections of this satiric beam
Of lies chosen in confusion about this thing
Love spread out on butterfly wings
New beginnings with the same old ring
Picked the dream that seemed most real
The most reward has the least appeal
Pain smells sweet and relief surreal
Heaven was the choice I feared
Discombobulated by life, confidence sheared
Faith, strength and wisdom erupt, no longer arrear
But saturate me fully shifting me to choose
My dream which is heaven so I can’t lose
For this heaven all laid out for me to choose
Was a dream in which I’d always lose
Feigning a sweeter scent
Claiming each heaven is a place we reinvent
Individually entangling with each lament
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