I cannot figure out my problem,
I sit alone in my room.
and for once I’d like to think my parents were right-
I’m fine, just 13.
I understand why I’m afraid of heights
I am afraid of being towered over,
looking past me to someone else,
I am forgotten.
Years later, I am only known when being seen in the wrong light,
I am only seen on the TV,
or the jury look at me,
I see the blood on my hands,
the prosecutor cannot let me see more land,
I am scared for my fate,
I act like I am without a care,
I don’t think the death penalty is fair.