I lay here
and my mind wanders
I drift into a realm of why
Why is he here
Why does he love me
Does he even know who I am
What I am
Where I am...
Because sometimes
I wonder...
Im a Lover, Not a fighter
As I love this man so
I get these weird feelings
That I should let him go
Im a Lover, Not a fighter
As he makes my heart flutter
I get these sad thoughts
of being put in the gutter
Im a Lover, Not a fighter
As he makes me feel complete
I tend to question myself
If his love is truly deep...
How can I know his love is real
How can I see how he truly feels
When do I know I need to let go
of the past pains thats killing me so
When do I learn how to fight for this love
Because fighting is not something I am of...
And why do I keep on getting these blues...
of the Why, how , What if and how to's.
Im a Lover, Not a fighter
and I want happiness
So I hope I can figure out
My Emoitonal War mess..
7/23/13