How is it so discarded and strewn
not a second thought
someone who so fiercely you love can push you aside
the decision made from outside your grasp your choice taken.
NO MATTER THE WORDS, ALL seen as opposition
even when it is hurt and pain……
all history erased
all moments poisoned
all gone
It is as if someone else has taken their place
a changeling
no recognition
not even a blip on their radar
but when caught in a lie
effort forced and stilted
awkward authenticity
righteous indignation
that they have somehow been victim
unknown , without understanding
How do you mourn the loss
finding artifacts still in the house of the past
digging into wounds and burning like fire
I cannot ignore
nothing, out of love or understanding will reach thru the walls.
only a sad lost hope that someday
knowing that day will not come in your heart.
that it is gone
except for the artifacts and photos,
the memories
and the what could have been
haunting me just out of sight.
while watching your joy moving on without.
How do you mourn someone as they live
love lost,broken heart,one
love lost,broken heart,one has left,the other not ready to part
love will shine on you again
ron parrish