My thoughts inside my head are yelling out in frustration
I am overwhelmed with so many emotions,
so much back and forth
I feel happy yet I'm sad
laughing yet crying
focused yet hazy.
It seems as if a blind has been shut around
my eyes and I'm lost in the dark.
My mind and sense tells me to be calm
and I know I am safe
But I turn around
I'm thrown into another path of uncertianty.
I want to be walking down the path of
happiness, enlightenment and grace
yet I feel unable to do so.
I feel lost and alone
and in pain of unimaginable grasp.
Freedom is what I seek
but a prison is what I've found.
sbriere
Jun. 10/10