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Thoughts to Kill Myself
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Me Why is it so easy
To come up with an idea
Of suicide
Than to follow through with it?
Why is it my hand shakes
As it is on the dial
One swift move
And the gas could come
On
Why is it my hand shakes
On the dial
When I can just easily
Switch it on
Close
The windows
Fall asleep
And never wake up
Why can't I do it?
Why can't I just
Flip the dial on
To end this miserable
Life I live
Why can't I just die
And be done
Being a alive
Why live
When all I do
Is hurt people
I'm never good
Enough
I'm never right
I'm always wrong
No one would care
If I was gone
I'm just a no body
With no reasons
To be alive
Anymore
Because people are hurt not
Because people are hurt not by you but their unrealistic immovable expectations. Suicide is a bullshit poor me mentality. It’s a delusion a trick to convince you you don’t matter and you are not loved all the while missing the appreciation of flowers blooming for you, the sun shining the rain falling the doors opening after others finish closing, that you are not enough as you are. Don’t believe the hype to something great and don’t give a fuck about acceptance. Make some good choices. We know how the shitty res turn out. At any moment I could become a better person, or stronger person, appreciative person, but which moment should I choose? You are everything you need and if you don’t believe it it wouldn’t be so hard. Blessings Ss
Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS
"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."
It's because you know inside there is something to live for.
There is always something to be grateful for, find it and express it to the universe. There will be a response. It may be small, but if you can always look for that one thing to be grateful for, be it a beautiful cloud or a nice soft breeze, you will start to see that the gratitude will slowly grow and you will find more and more to be grateful for. Appreciate the little things.
Sending love and light...
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