This Is (utterly chaotic)

This is an act of creation
Not destruction
As the blood falls from my eyes


This is an act of fusion
Not dissection
As the blade slips deep inside


This is an exercise of trust
And not of lust
I do all that I must
It's just how I survive


This is an intrinsic notion
Not disregarded emotion
Through the subtle commotion
I feel the fire burning bright


This isn't simple physics
But more like karmic riddance
From admittal to forgiveness
As I fall from grace tonight


This isn't what it isn't
What it is really is it
And it showers all my senses
As it burns into my mind


This is not an ending
But more, a new beginning
As my reality is slipping
In the space between these lives


This is utter madness
Chaos soaked in sadness
From the things that always happen
While I weaken from the fight


This is existentialism
Just the life that we all live in
And we play the hands we're given
Just to feel like we're alive


This is just what it is
And it isn't what it isn't
But I wonder what it all meant
When it came into my sight


This is stranger than fiction
This life that I still live in
And the past, I can forget it
As I open up my eyes


This is just what it shouldn't be
A choice that has been made by me
To erase the world of everything
That grips me as it binds


This an act of creation
Not of destruction
As my resolved grows ever slight


This is an act of my forgiveness
For mistakes that I have bidden
While I stare into the sky

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ashes_theartofburning's picture

^_^

What is Ashes doing?

"Why spitting out ROC's lyrics of course to this awesome beat."

((Moves arm up, and down while bobbing head))


"We are, Each of us angels with only one wing, and we can only fly by embracing one another." -Luciano De Crescenzo

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It is

what it is
And it isn't what it isn't
This it utter chaos
From the twisted mind of rhythm

And oh, I see that Ashes gets it
While she bobs her head and spits it
While she breathes deep in the lyrics
Listen hard and you can hear it

Because it still is what it is
And it isn't what it isn't
Just some random thoughts from rhythm
And the breaths that have been stricken


"Music is a universal language and needs not be translated. With it, soul speaks to soul" - Songsterr

ashes_theartofburning's picture

Effing!!!

Sick.

Ugh.
I want your talent.
T.T


"We are, Each of us angels with only one wing, and we can only fly by embracing one another." -Luciano De Crescenzo

RoC's picture

And I want yours

but we'll each have to stick with our own awesome, and collaborate on occasion to blend the rhythm in the embers


"Music is a universal language and needs not be translated. With it, soul speaks to soul" - Songsterr

ashes_theartofburning's picture

^.^

Deal.


"We are, Each of us angels with only one wing, and we can only fly by embracing one another." -Luciano De Crescenzo

ashes_theartofburning's picture

You...thief.

You just stole my breath.
Utterly chaotic indeed..
Did you exhale at all when writing this?
I did, I think once when reading it..
Your rhymes are always enchanting to read.
They suck you right in.
This needs music to it.
I had a beat it my head when reading it,
and it gave your lines more life..

Ugh!
I love this. <3!


"We are, Each of us angels with only one wing, and we can only fly by embracing one another." -Luciano De Crescenzo

RoC's picture

I'm not overly sure

That I took a moment to inhale, in all honest.

So, I didn't hold onto much when I took your breath away ;)


"Music is a universal language and needs not be translated. With it, soul speaks to soul" - Songsterr

SSmoothie's picture

Wow! HugSS

Wow! HugSS


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

RoC's picture

Ahh...there it is

It's been so long since I've gotten a Ssmoothie "Wow".
I feel empowered again, because I know it takes a lot to leave your beautiful mind speechless.


"Music is a universal language and needs not be translated. With it, soul speaks to soul" - Songsterr