Oh God where Do I go from here?
Without her I'm so lost,
I don't know who, or what I am,
I can't eat, I can't Sleep,
All I can do is mope around like a zombie,
I'm not alive , but I'm not dead,
I sware I feel like I wish I was dead,
But then I can't do that either,
I can't do that to my kids,
I Love them so much, and they
don't know what's wrong with daddy,
and it's not like I can explain it to them.
I can't do anything right, even this is screwed up,
I'm just a looser, I can't go on,
God Please make it end.....
I'm sorry you're troubled so. Keep writing about it when you need a place to express yourself, when you feel it's beyond copeability. It will prove useful.