What if? PT 2

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Love

I lied to myself.
How could I think that for a second?
I told myself I liked him.
I loved him.
But he doesn't.

He will never know how much that hurts.
It felt like having my heart ripped out.
It felt like drowning in my own tears.
I thought we had a chance.
A chance to be happy.
Together.

I want to scream!
I want to kill you, with my bare hands.
It was five years.
Five years wasted.
Down the drain.

You make me sick.
Making me believe that.
Filthy creature.
Disgusting animal.
That's what comes to mind when I think of you.
Forgetting everything I ever felt.

Why did I even like him?
Was it his large ego?
Was it his devilish smirk?
Or was it my longing for love?

I will never know.

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Jesster's picture

It was probably the devilish

It was probably the devilish smirk. ;)


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RoC's picture

You swam so long

in tears, that you grabbed on to the first lifeline that you saw afloat.
Now, be the jetty that forces the flow of the water.

I can see that you have an exceptional gift for turning emotion into tangible thought.
I look forward to more of your craft.


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RedAsBlood's picture

Thanks! That means a lot

Thanks! That means a lot


A heart is like a puzzle. It's hard to put together when the pieces are broken and missing.
RedAsBlood :)

LostInTranslation's picture

very deep, i like it

very deep, i like it


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RedAsBlood's picture

Thank you!!

Thank you!!


A heart is like a puzzle. It's hard to put together when the pieces are broken and missing.
RedAsBlood :)

lovelife123's picture

Amazing!

Amazing!


"Everybody is a genuis. But if you judge a fish on it's ability to climb a tree, it will live it's whole life believing that it is stupid"
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RedAsBlood's picture

Thanks :)

Thanks :)


A heart is like a puzzle. It's hard to put together when the pieces are broken and missing.
RedAsBlood :)