I lied to myself.
How could I think that for a second?
I told myself I liked him.
I loved him.
But he doesn't.
He will never know how much that hurts.
It felt like having my heart ripped out.
It felt like drowning in my own tears.
I thought we had a chance.
A chance to be happy.
Together.
I want to scream!
I want to kill you, with my bare hands.
It was five years.
Five years wasted.
Down the drain.
You make me sick.
Making me believe that.
Filthy creature.
Disgusting animal.
That's what comes to mind when I think of you.
Forgetting everything I ever felt.
Why did I even like him?
Was it his large ego?
Was it his devilish smirk?
Or was it my longing for love?
I will never know.
It was probably the devilish
It was probably the devilish smirk. ;)
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You swam so long
in tears, that you grabbed on to the first lifeline that you saw afloat.
Now, be the jetty that forces the flow of the water.
I can see that you have an exceptional gift for turning emotion into tangible thought.
I look forward to more of your craft.
"Music is a universal language and needs not be translated. With it, soul speaks to soul" - Songsterr
Thanks! That means a lot
Thanks! That means a lot
A heart is like a puzzle. It's hard to put together when the pieces are broken and missing.
RedAsBlood :)
very deep, i like it
very deep, i like it
-- Jordan <3
Thank you!!
Thank you!!
A heart is like a puzzle. It's hard to put together when the pieces are broken and missing.
RedAsBlood :)
Amazing!
Amazing!
"Everybody is a genuis. But if you judge a fish on it's ability to climb a tree, it will live it's whole life believing that it is stupid"
Albert Einstein
Thanks :)
Thanks :)
A heart is like a puzzle. It's hard to put together when the pieces are broken and missing.
RedAsBlood :)