you assault the senses,
like wine
while you stretch my patience,
like lines
if I could start over,
re-wind
maybe I could get it right,
this time
rolling and coiling,
like mist
bringing nothing but drama,
and this
you purposefully confuse and obscure,
the gist
leaving me standing and waving,
my fist
seems all I wanna do is battle
these days. my head is filled with
mayhem indescribable. years of
frustration pushes me toward that
jagged edge where oblivion awaits.
all this just gets harder to handle
and ways to excorcise the demons in
my head provide no purchase in the
uphill climb to sanity's gates.
i see lives burned out like candles.
NO pay, is so great that it's worth
the price of one precious moment
in time marked by this fate.
if I can just get started
seek peace
cause the pressure builds
no cease
maybe I can stem the tides and
re-lease
if I can just relent my will
i'd teach
generations yet to come,
messianic
ignorance is the disease that
brings panic
in my head a constant buzzing
like static
this is the way of HATRED,
miasmatic.