I want to Disappear
from this life that visably clear
full of pain, full of hurt
when I walk alone in the dirt
I can see the beauty of what was once great
of a time when I believed in fate
not consumed by hate
And I cry
wishing I would die
nothings holding me here
Watching you, wishing it wasnt a dream
waiting for you to take my hand
the fading oasis in the sand
I deserve to be alone
through my head it's shown
but I beg for a chance
to be lost in the lover's trance
And I cry
Wishing to die
to escape the lie
that my mind wount heed
that my heart needs
I'm holding on and wount let go
watching the sun-set and feeling the wind blow
I'm dieing inside
from a scar that lied
I have nothing left, not even my pride
one of
my favorites
i know pain
like this to :*(