We always grew up together
Shared times, both good and bad
Through it all, you’ve been the big brother
That I never had
I didn’t mind sharing my dad with you
When you needed a dad, or just a friend
After all, I knew you needed one, too
And I’d gladly share him again
You were there for me when he had to go
And it hurt you just as much, though you stayed strong
I don’t think I ever let you know
That I knew you were there for me all along
As we grew older and made new friends
It may have seemed we grew apart
But through the arguments that we’d contend
I’ve always kept you as a big brother in my heart
You’ve been the one I’ve always looked up to
And when you went out into the world alone
I guess I thought I grew up, too
And like you, I too, left home
I think I knew you didn’t like
The choices that I made back then
For once I just wanted to be right
But it took a lot for me to come around again
I realize now that the little arguments in life
Don’t amount to anything at all
As angry as I was when you got called to fight
My eyes welled up and the tears began to fall
I don’t claim to have been strong
In fact, I cried just about everyday
Suddenly I didn’t care that I’d been wrong
I just hit my knees and prayed
You see, I knew what would be the odds
If you had to fight alone
So I took out my Bible and prayed that God
Would protect you and bring you home
And when my faith was overpowered
And I needed a sign to be shown
I asked God to show me a single red rose flower
To prove He was bringing you home
As I went on with my day at work
A flash of red just caught my eye
And on a little girl’s Minnie Mouse shirt
Was a single red rose with a butterfly
God speaks in the softest tones
You just have to open up your eyes sometimes
Since that moment, I knew you were coming home
Because I knew God gave me my sign
Now we’ve both grown up on our own together
And fought our own battles, despite how bad
But in my heart you’ll always be the big brother
That I never had ~
Very good poem reminds me of my best friend i lost a few yrs ago the one my son was named after