I am always sad
This is driving me mad
Why must a man feel so much pain, enough to drive a sane man insane,
I been wallowing in this pain, cant remember my own name,
Is this it?, Is this the end?, If not I hope my life does not follow this trend,
I have no future, yet I will grow older, I got a new shirt, but my body stays colder
What do I do now? All I can say to myself is how,
How did this happen, why must this be, I was only 19
Now im older and im fighting just to live another day,
What do you do when the only 2 things you care about are taken away,
My symbol of friendship and my symbol of love,
Left me to be with each other said they fit like a glove,
And now Im here all alone,
Praying that the lord will turn me to stone
Or my body turns into just bone,
I am a shell of my former self,
Because of all the loss ive felt,
Nothing is the same,
All I feel is the pain
And despite the smile on my face I’ve always had
I am always sad