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“IF YOU REALLY NEED IT, HAVE IT!”

It was quite a refreshing morn.  Everything went fine and it was devoid of any hic cup.  Though I looked quite relaxed, something from my inner mind kept telling me that there was something up in store for me.  I couldn’t understand what that was!  Still I made up my mind and set off for work.  As expected, there was something lying in wait.  The sun which was in its glory till then could have anticipated my pitfall and got into the cloud cover as if it would not like to see my sufferings.  The sky became murky and the drizzle became persistent.  You never know what nature points at you!  I knew, I was alright and nothing had gone wrong against me at least till then. 

I told myself that I shouldn’t tumble a bit.  Nevertheless, the unexpected had happened and I felt as if somebody had pulled the rug under my feet and floored me down quite heavily.  Quite a thing to happen!  I just thought of my personal policies and the resolutions that I had been following, almost for decades.  For the first time, I had a sort of feeling that aroused my nervousness and kept poking me endlessly.  It was quite obvious that I had been already knocked off and had been on my knees.  I said to myself, “Hi! Ben, you are down, but not out; come on, compose yourself and have a go”.  That was what helped me to gather my strength and propelled me to go for the improbable; though the improbable had already happened in me without myself going for it!

Just then, my mind said, “If you really need it, have it!”

Till today, I've not been able to justify my act on that particular day.  Nevertheless, I knew it was something that happened out of blue!

Don't wait for others to make decisions for you.  It's you who should decide on your own as per your conscience . Right or wrong, God will judge.

Ben