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There growing stronger these feelings of hatred for you ...
How could you donate your sperm into her egg then abandon the seed,that grew into me your daughter,
As much as i don't want to admit it..
I think about you everyday.
Wondering what it woulda been like to see your face...
What it woulda been like to feel your touch,
or a simple hug...
Over the years its been easier for me to convince myself  that i hate you, that way my feelings wouldent be tortured in this lonely
cage of your empty embraces.
I ask her, my mother for a little bit of information that'll
change these evil emotions within me.
She has little to offer but the rememberance of the permanent woundz left in my sister & brother when you abused them! Why?
Why did you do them such wicked harm?
Two innocent kidz that werent even yours..

Hello look over here!Remember me your daughter?
Apart of me pains..
In my soul heartache gained weight like a burn that standz firm.
Missing you wondering if you feel the same!
Why bother with these thoughts eating away at me,
You left me in the dust.
I asked her the woman who you hate so much to help
me find you & keep in touch..
What i woulda done to have a decent childhood with atleast
one parent who seem to give a fuck!
I'm thankful of the breath i can inhale everyday..
How could you take this precious life you gave me for granted?
After all, a part of my blood is yours..
That paper made outta trees in the form of a birth certificate
is lamanted in stone,
You can't erase me like a mispelled word..
I'm yourz..

As much as you probably forgot or dont care thats real...
the way you left me here deprived of your fatherly love
has left its marked inside!
I'm harmed ill, like the bad case of the bird flu, where is the
cure? To heal me from these bruises you left in my heart...
My Voice cried out for your love everynight..
Itz mute & dried out  because it don't feel right..
These tears fallen like black raindrops inside..
I'm grown now & love you on a differnt level...
I  can leave with not ever seeing your face,
I can live with that bitter sinsation..TRUST when i say
the hatred is removed right along with you,Like a ghost a happy family only exsist in movies
I express this deprivation with the hopez i can get over
the wounds.I don't want to breath my last life hating you !
I don't want to look down & witness maggots eating at whats
left of my rotting flesh,Savoring the taste of my blood sweat & tears.Daddy this is me forgiving you for you know not what you've
done emotionaly to me!