they are confused,
they thought they knew me
and now they have to face they never did
the things they were not there for
i tried to tell them about
but loving people can often cause blindness
we love deeply
and because we love so deeply
we can hear another's story and shut them out
it happens fast
we do not even realize we do it
and it continues like a cancer in the blinding dark of love
the story goes in our ears
and moves like lightning through our minds
we are unaware of how to help
pain, anger, resentment, denial,
all stages of healing
and grief....
when someone we love is hurt
they are grieving a loss
and it is the same as grieving a death
without being present for these emotions
within ourselves,
we cannot be present for another's
without developing a healthy grieving manner
we can never be there to help
another help themselves
so now, the pain of not knowing me
knowing i was alone
there comes denial
you were not alone!
(guilt)
god was there!
you asked for it!
blame god then
you always did like seeing him hang on that cross
but don't try to tell me it never happened
3:47 PM 7/5/2013
©
............