Tears swelling up in my eyes,
I reach for your hand and you turn away.
I look into your eyes and see nothing but emptyness,
my heart strains to beat as fear grasps my body and pulls it into the dark.
Demons surround me screaming at my face,
digging their cold nails in my arms as I drift off into a dreamless sleep.
Water awakes me from this sleep,
I struggle for air as I find that I am sinking to the bottom of a lake of blood.
My heart is pounding inside my chest and a thought comes to my mind;
the thought that with out a soul,
there will be no feelings.
So I give up the struggle and end the pain that fills my body.
Now I'm sleeping,
moving only with the tide,
my body lies still,
with empty eyes.
I often feel this way...