something to believe in
is something we all need
to keep oursleves occupied
to have reasons to live
but i believe in leaving
what hurt me the most
behind me and beneath me
intoxicate my misery
and drown it out with some new melodies
you know i'm on your side
but i have my disagreements
with your politics
so don't take offense when i attack
the depths of my own interests
i'm aware i probably lack the luster
that you lust for in your humdrum teenage life
there's no use in harboring a grudge
so ill cast myself to the sea and disappear
too quickly for you to notice
that i was even here
i hope you got you what want
as for me i'll get what comes
and what comes easily isn't worth
all the misery that it comes with
but soon my head will buzz
with the vibration of a new song
and until then ill hum because
i dont know the words just yet