The death of purity love

I think the reason I want to love someone so bad
is because there's been a hole in my heart since 2004
remember when the day of October 26th occured?
the day the woman of my dreams,the woman I loved the most
left this earth, the day I went cold?
I want that hole to be refilled
so I love hard, I give my all, in hopes that I can get love like hers again
in hopes that I can love someone as much as I loved her back then
But my love for her will never die, for she never left my side
the woman i'm refferring to, is the woman who gave me life
I feel whenever someone breaks my heart, knowing my story
that they're not only disrespecting my feelings
they're also contradicting the love that she had for me
yet, i'm still waiting for a true love of purity
I doubt anyone can love me the way Lorraine loved me

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