and theres nothing i havent said
that could change the thoughts in your head
but i thought that finally,
finally..i showed enough
you'd realize i'm worth my weight
i long carried all the bags
you painted him on my face
i long took on all the blows
i long..
to feel that this isnt renewed
that thing you do blame me for him
to feel that you wont be abused
finally..you'd had enough
you'd realize you're worth your weight
you've long carried all his bags
hes smothered you in his hate
i long met you down below
i long to have half his escapes
half the times you let him get off
a free pass to use next time you
do that thing you blame me for him
i long for the respect i thought
i earned..
i long to be told i was there
cause i was..all along..
and theres nothing i havent said
that could change the thoughts in your head
but i thought that finally,
finally..i showed enough
you'd realize i'm worth my weight
i long carried all the bags
you painted him on my face
i long took on all the blows
i long to feel that its over
to feel that you won't be abused
finally..you'd had enough
that thing you do blame me for him
i never asked for a free pass