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Find myself here again. The same place that I've always been.

Fighting so hard for what I want. Same old text, just a different font.

He's always in love with his past. Always competing with the one who was last.

Late nights texts. I know they are from her. What else do you expect me to infer?

Trying to tell myself that I'm in the wrong. My feelings for you grow so strong.

As soon as I see those same warning signs. My wall goes up, I think I should leave you behind.

Does that just mean that I'm giving up? Or should I stick it out, no matter how rough?

It's hard to accept that there will always be that other girl. I will never be the only one in his world.

But is it worth it? Can he leave her behind? All these questions race through my jumbled mind.

His sweet nothing's make me smile and melt inside. But his feelings he continues to hide.

Is it because he still yearns for her? Am I not good enough? When will I ever learn?

I can never replace what she gave to him. I push on, my patience running thin.

I sleep and cuddle with him in his bed. But deep down I know that she's in the back of his head.

How can a relationship be built without trust? I can feel my heart slowly crush.

Why do I have to fight so hard. Can't he see my ugly scars?
Why text her when I'm right here? Could it be caused by your constant fear?
Why does he even let me in, if he wants to live a life in sin?

I've been in this place too many times before. But I was the one who got hurt more and more.