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Indecision
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The newest one How can one decide what is wrong and right when the line becomes so blurred.
Decisions can be altered with a few select words.
So easily persuaded. Your all that I ever needed.
It was never clear to me. What was so easy to see.
I told myself not to fall. Not like I had a choice in it at all.
Going on and living this way. Close to you is where I wish to stay.
Please understand this is hard for me. Not quite sure how it's supposed to be.
Feeling guilty. I've been there before.
Even when you say you love me more.
But its still not fair. When you say you don't care.
I feel that I've stolen the love of her life.
You used to want to make her your wife.
I came into your life and messed everything up. Though I do know that times were rough.
If it wasn't for me. Maybe you'd work things out.
It's in my mind. Always constant doubts.
They tell me that this isn't a way to start something real.
They also don't understand how I feel.
I like to think that this is all written out.
You were meant for me. This is what true love is all about.
Forgive my indecision. It all comes back to me.
My eyes are blind to what everyone else can see.
If you did it to her. Then you could do it again.
These constant thoughts I will try an tend.
:) first time for everything
:) first time for everything doesn't mean it will ever happen again. Situations bring complications and that's what's happening now. Learned a long time ago to never be upset at how people feel an in order to do that you have to reverse situations by putting yourself in their shoes. Time will heal everything but just remember if he's willing to give up his life for new. He must be convinced that the new is going to be there for him to forget his past and stick around for awhile (imagine giving up years for something that only last months) no one wants to be alone but everyone ends up there... Great work and NEVER be ashamed of how you feel... Feelings are the truest things we have so speak ur mind :)
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