Grey is where we stay

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Keep me at a distance because now you feel safe.
Not sure if your being hesitant.
Cant decide if this is real or fake.
Your words say one thing.
But my feelings you continue to take.

You don't want to hurt me.
But in reality that's exactly what you do.
I understand that life is difficult.
But are your feelings even true?

Do I give you some sort of solace? Do I simply fulfill some sort of need?
I'm not sure how long I can do this.
Hoping that you will take the lead.

When we cuddle I can feel your affection.
Yet I constantly yearn for your attention.
Cuz when I leave I feel invisible.
Always feeling so miserable.

This grey area is where we stay.
I am the one who continues to pay.
This may be okay with you.
But I can't take it. Never sure what to do.

Can't ever tell if your interested.
Or if I'm just annoying you.
We never talk about us.
But now it's all clear. It's just lust.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I guess everyone just plays with my emotions.

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SSmoothie's picture

Well, I guess emotions are

Well, I guess emotions are not the best things to lend out as toys... This is a terrible situation, so I say if you don't like the way it feels stop it. Best of luck with this . A good piece hugss SS


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"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

Irockpoker's picture

I admit when I first started

I admit when I first started reading this I was going someplace else... But then I started to feel this and make more sense of it.


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